It's a baby!

Look at the bean! (That's what I call him/her). I went to the doctor a couple of days ago because I was spotting but and of course they looked at me like I was a crazy woman that worries too much. What else am I supposed to do? This is my first baby so I really don't know what to expect. Anyway, at least I got a not so free ultrasound picture. It was amazing. Every time I moved, the baby wiggled :-), which was a calming feeling to me to let me know everything is okay. It's amazing how the baby went from looking like a little peanut to the form of a human being. I get to bring life into the world and I am honored. Feelings of resentment and depression have definitely subsided. Drinking is not even an option for me because there's no way in the world I want to hurt that little person growing inside of me. I feel like I've grown up significantly in these past 13 weeks. Hell, I can't even believe that 13 weeks have passed. I definitely don't feel sick anymore, and I've come to grasp the fact that I will have to take a vitamin everyday to ensure the health of my baby. My belly is starting to poke out a little bit, but I'm still able to hide it. People who don't know about the pregnancy probably think I'm just gaining weight. And I know one of my coworkers is wondering when I'm going to start working out to fit into a dress that I probably won't fit. I'll be 5 months at the time of the wedding, and I'm not quite sure how I'll fit into a dress that is fitted at the top. I'm not too worried about it anymore. I just want to get the day over with so we can concentrate on SAVING money and putting it towards the baby and our life together.