So, the pointless doctor appointments are getting old. Every month I have to go to the doctor. Sometimes I get an ultrasound picture and sometimes they just listen to the baby's heartbeat. Now, don't get me wrong, I want to know that my baby is okay, but I can buy one of the dopplar things for myself and just call them to tell them the baby's heart rate. That's clearly all the doctor did today. Took the heart rate and some blood and sent me on my way. When it gets closer to the due date I'll have to go to the doctor every week and I'm not sure how I feel about that if they're just going to listen to the heart beat.
In other news, I finally told my coworkers I was pregnant. My bridal shower was this past weekend and I didn't want them to be there and hear someone mention the pregnancy. Talk about an awkward moment. So I told them, and they were happy for me. I think the biggest hurdle would be to tell my boss, which I'll probably do AFTER the wedding. That's the main reason why I haven't really told anyone. People are driving me crazy about the wedding and I can't have them asking me questions about the wedding AND the baby. So I'll wait, and I'm content with that. I was gonna tell the rest of my chapter sorors that I was pregnant, but right when I was about to send out and email to the listserv, one of my other sorors announced that she was pregnant. I'm happy for her because she was pregnant before but had a miscarriage and I know they were trying for a baby.
The hormones must be getting to me. It's either that or the stress of the wedding; but yesterday I saw this guy hit this cat with a bottle, it darted across the street and could've gotten hit by a car! Joe was in the car with me and I started going on a rant about how much I hate people and how ignorant they are and just started balling my eyes out. I felt it coming, I knew I was gonna cry, but I had been feeling like crying all day and that just set me over the edge. Good ole hormones I tell ya!
I get to find out what I'm having next month! I know Joe really doesn't want to know, but I do, just so I can have some peace of mind. I just won't tell him :-)
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