Guess It Wasn't My Imagination

I had my first ultrasound last Thursday. Loooooonngggest doctor's appointment of my life. First I had to have an interview with the nurse. Then I had the ultrasound. They sent me back to the waiting room and then I was called in again for the actual doctor's examination. She told me lots of things I could and couldn't do and then told me that she needed to test me for every disease under the sun. I've never been poked so many times with needles.

That's my baby at 6 weeks and 5 days old :-)

However, the exam proved to be successful and my estimated due date just happens to be MY BIRTHDAY! I don't know how I feel about that because I never envisioned myself having another Capricorn. I aslo kinda torn on what I want the sex of the baby to be. No doubt I want a beautiful and healthy baby, I just don't know how to deal with a baby boy or girl, especially a boy. I never grew up with boys and I never babysat boys. So I don't know what to do. If it's a girl I'm scared of her becoming another me and it'll be the sweetest revenge for my parents because I know I wasn't the greatest person to be around when I was a teenager. We'll see. I'm pretty good with kids and I hope I'll be a good mom.